My tail bone feels shattered.
A broken ass, perhaps?
From what though?
An old friend, now a foe; destroying my reputation. Well, attempted.
"She's a psycho"
Oh as if to say someone I had barely known 6 months ago, now allegedly knows the inner ability to be me.
I had been faced with two options, yet again: To forget and ignore the attempted threat or stand my ground. My hippo' like strength to overcome their Chinese whispers.
I could never stoop to their level though. I am no longer an Ibis, but a Bold Eagle. Soaring above the irrelevant, creating but wind in my tracks.
It saddens me to finally see the severity of my anxiety.
I can't present my two left feet in front of a cohort I have been beside for the past 4 years. Surely that's long enough to classify as a somewhat, Territory.
New kids on the block having more confidence than I. How odd. How fucked up!?
Excuse my language, viewers. But I am greatly disembarked.
As in, Dissatisfied. Like a ship unable to successfully drift off to sea.
The more days that pass on by, the more in touch I become with my spiritual self. Sound koo-koo?
Trust me - I know. Even my friends thought I was absolutely psychotic until I proved them wrong on every occasion.
"It is obvious you were placed on this planet for a different reason than I. I mean, I can't predict things, or see things in my mind"
This made me think, a lot.
The other night I had dreamt my friend to be in trouble. Reminding myself of this dream, a dome consumed me. From my head unto my ankles this horrible feeling of no life. A fear like no other. My body begins to shake uncontrollably and words spit from my mouth regarding the present issue.
As I called them to warn them of my intuition, they had explained they too were being suspicious of some odd behaviour surrounding themselves.
It's as though every book I place in my hand somehow leads me on some pathway.
These vibration that I have been receiving lately give me the ability to control the environment. Shield those I am in the presence of.
I can't explain what has been occurring but it is certainly something magical. Oh, I can only imagine how crazy this may sound!
Not everyone believes in the wonders beyond and beneath our two eyes.
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