Into April we roll and I can say that everything is chaotic.
Not necessarily bad, but not all is good.
The more I progress into the year, I can see that no matter if you are 7, 17 or 70, everyone has been burdened by something or someone. Absolutely broken.
I could join NASA and be the first woman in the Millennium generation to travel to planet X and it still wouldn't be good enough.
Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Satan, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, Me. Samara Jade Ward.
"What are your long term goals?", a job interviewee asked me.
Hmm,
Was it to write a movie? To create one? To write a book? A series of novels. How about helping people and becoming a internationally renowned inspirational public speaker?
Oh how I have grown in the past 3 years but how much I still have to learn.
Although my life is taking direction, I am struggling to stay on track and inspired.
Every gloomy day still blocks me from my fullest potential. The potential I know is faded. Though, thankfully, it is growing with me and my relationship.
My brother departs in just a few days and nothing sits on my chest more.
Nothing numbs me as much as this.
How could everything change from when you were a little girl? How can we go from country to city? love to lust and rich to poor?
Everything happens for a reason but I have faith we will all make it through okay
Not necessarily bad, but not all is good.
The more I progress into the year, I can see that no matter if you are 7, 17 or 70, everyone has been burdened by something or someone. Absolutely broken.
I could join NASA and be the first woman in the Millennium generation to travel to planet X and it still wouldn't be good enough.
Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Satan, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, Me. Samara Jade Ward.
"What are your long term goals?", a job interviewee asked me.
Hmm,
Was it to write a movie? To create one? To write a book? A series of novels. How about helping people and becoming a internationally renowned inspirational public speaker?
Oh how I have grown in the past 3 years but how much I still have to learn.
Although my life is taking direction, I am struggling to stay on track and inspired.
Every gloomy day still blocks me from my fullest potential. The potential I know is faded. Though, thankfully, it is growing with me and my relationship.
My brother departs in just a few days and nothing sits on my chest more.
Nothing numbs me as much as this.
How could everything change from when you were a little girl? How can we go from country to city? love to lust and rich to poor?
Everything happens for a reason but I have faith we will all make it through okay
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