All I seem to hear these days are sniffles and good-byes. As Winter rolls in, Tim and Miki have moved away to where the snow falls and lights blossom.
He's in a bigger and better city of lights than I have ever been before.
It was hard. It was as if, even though I had forgotten he was leaving, my body felt him drifting away. I was overwhelmed and then burdened in my tears.
In primary school, being called a Loser and watching children actually become offended by this remark was simply pathetic. So why is it that the word "loser" seems to be plastered on the inside of my eye lids.
The voice that megaphones through my ears.
Staring at these glazing stars that are no longer existent at this time of day, I am baffled by the world of science and psychology. Psychics and Salt Lamps too of course.
It's been months now and my hunt for a job has been unsuccessful. Three job interviews last week and I am ninety nine percent sure that I didn't receive this opportunity..
Dinner at my boyfriends parents house last night I was sitting on a new apiffany.
Like the car I drove idiotically around the bend, my life too is drifting out of line.
Out of safety.
I feel as though I am no longer safe. I am running out of time to successfully begin my professional career - in the field I have chosen (Writing)... Creative Writing.
Hmm, something suspicious is cloaking my security.
My friend had told me the other night (A moment I can barely recollect), that I had approached her seriously concerned about my surroundings. That the home that I was in at the time had a dark, ferocious vibe instigating my outreach.
What was it?
Cameras.
They are everywhere.
They watch me when I sleep, they strike when I eat and I never feel complete.
I can't explain this clearly, though I must confirm I am not paranoid or delusional.
To me, having camera inside your home or where you sleep is unnecessary and suspicious.
WHY WOULD YOU NEED A CAMERA IN YOUR BEDROOM!
"To see who breaks in"
Easy solution that has no ties to you being a complete creep!
1. Set it up facing outside your window
2. One facing your bedroom door
I can't express to you enough how right now, I feel as though someone else has a camera I wish they didn't. Stuck between mental and realism, I have whirl pooled into a death trap.
What a terrible constructed blog, but how difficult it is to explain what has been happening.
I will be back bloggers, Hopefully with more inspiration
He's in a bigger and better city of lights than I have ever been before.
It was hard. It was as if, even though I had forgotten he was leaving, my body felt him drifting away. I was overwhelmed and then burdened in my tears.
In primary school, being called a Loser and watching children actually become offended by this remark was simply pathetic. So why is it that the word "loser" seems to be plastered on the inside of my eye lids.
The voice that megaphones through my ears.
Staring at these glazing stars that are no longer existent at this time of day, I am baffled by the world of science and psychology. Psychics and Salt Lamps too of course.
It's been months now and my hunt for a job has been unsuccessful. Three job interviews last week and I am ninety nine percent sure that I didn't receive this opportunity..
Dinner at my boyfriends parents house last night I was sitting on a new apiffany.
Like the car I drove idiotically around the bend, my life too is drifting out of line.
Out of safety.
I feel as though I am no longer safe. I am running out of time to successfully begin my professional career - in the field I have chosen (Writing)... Creative Writing.
Hmm, something suspicious is cloaking my security.
My friend had told me the other night (A moment I can barely recollect), that I had approached her seriously concerned about my surroundings. That the home that I was in at the time had a dark, ferocious vibe instigating my outreach.
What was it?
Cameras.
They are everywhere.
They watch me when I sleep, they strike when I eat and I never feel complete.
I can't explain this clearly, though I must confirm I am not paranoid or delusional.
To me, having camera inside your home or where you sleep is unnecessary and suspicious.
WHY WOULD YOU NEED A CAMERA IN YOUR BEDROOM!
"To see who breaks in"
Easy solution that has no ties to you being a complete creep!
1. Set it up facing outside your window
2. One facing your bedroom door
I can't express to you enough how right now, I feel as though someone else has a camera I wish they didn't. Stuck between mental and realism, I have whirl pooled into a death trap.
What a terrible constructed blog, but how difficult it is to explain what has been happening.
I will be back bloggers, Hopefully with more inspiration
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