Diamond in the rough

I have heard a lot of rumours in my days and I’ve seen different lives and different ways.

Some people are top notch corrupt, some have no love and some, robust.

Some only containing spite, lust and no one.

I’ve seen a lot dark days and a lot of loss. A lot of love and also not enough.

A lot of change and fresh faces feeling strange.

Sorting things my own way.

Telling people I’ve been misplaced by what I’ve seen. I’ve been left by everybody who ever touched me

Those who said they’d never leave, left. Unfair, abandoned and neglect.

In my chest, trust issue effect. 

Old friends wishing me the best while I fret but I know it’s not the end till I know I’m there.

Imagine a theme park for a brain and a novel of things to say but nothing escapes.

All the dreams I sat up with a night, literature bound tight.

No rights, just lies, no lights. Fights.

Sitting all alone, no calls to my phone.

What device, staying up all night. Trying to a little high. 

Before I close my weiry eyes. Think about my faded life

I had ambition, cooking in my kitchen,

little sisters up to mischief while my mums boy was a kiddie fidler. 

Imagine a theme park for a brain and a novel of things to say but nothing escapes.

All the dreams I sat up with a night, literature bound tight.

No rights, just lies, no lights. Fights.

Cops came knocking on my door, and i woke up,

hit bottom so brother told me I’m the diamond in the rough.

Didn’t wrap the wire around my brain, like a tunnel drain, i went insane.

After that mum never was the same, but inside, part of her will remain

i still pray for her on every day. 

and our love is there but in a different way.

All the things I can’t repay

Imagine a theme park for a brain and a novel of things to say but nothing escapes.

All the dreams I sat up with a night, literature bound tight.

No rights, just lies, no lights. Fights.

Only demons take for the destroy, but their karma will come around

they keep knocking crowns. always gonna be like my momma’, I’ll admit it and i’m proud.

You don’t know where I'm from. If i’ve done good or fell wrong.

You don’t get it, don’t sweat, regret it. Just let it,  go.

You don’t know where I plan to go, the secrets that i do hold and don't. The path God directed me to go.I only show you what I choose to show.

Imagine a theme park for a brain and a novel of things to say but nothing escapes.

All the dreams I sat up with a night, literature bound tight.

No rights, just lies, no lights. Fights.

I put my disbelief behind the fates, and I set course to win life' race. 

Here I am, university in hand. Driizzy and beers with a few friends. making my stand against the world. 

showing the globe I’m not your average girl. 

god gave me a dream, and i can see it, and i believe it.

You’ll see my writing for things that I needed.

I couldn’t breathe, I was alone on the street. no body gave a damn or cared for me.

But now I see and now I can be everything God knew I could be. I know my soul is free. My soul is free. 

Imagine a theme park for a brain and a novel of things to say but nothing escapes.

All the dreams I sat up with a night, literature bound tight.

No rights, just lies, no lights. Fights.

sick of people telling me i’ve been misplaced. What a disgrace do you see the strength vibrating from my face? An aura you can’t see, but a dream that I had believed. Now I’ll say bye for now till you all remember me. 

yeah ahah how can i repay y’all for what you’ve done for me, those who believed