Do you know how hard it is to write?
Not so much to write, anyone can do that. But to be so vulnerable. Allowing your readers to indulge on your personal and creative thoughts.
Sometimes writing at such a deep level encourages this feeling of embarrassment or feeling anxious, unsure of the reactions of those intaking each and every word.
The rain wallows around me. Eye lids heavy, releasing the negativity of today, ready to pursue a better tomorrow.
It gets heavier. Drowning out the passing thoughts that are nothing but just that.
Today I learnt that I can’t have everything I want. Sometimes I give too much of myself too soon and sometimes that’s okay - as for today, I decided to turn that part of me off.
No one deserves to understand or know me until they prove themselves worthy.
Why waste my time trying to be there for people who don’t need not want it?
Bloggers,
Accept that we may feel lonely but remember that we are never truely alone.
To all the sad souls, or the empty ones.. just smile. I feel free of restraint for now and there is nothing that consumes my insides more with desire.
Like I’m sticking my head out of a car driving hundreds of kilometres per hour, hair entangled in the smashing winds. Soaring, like my finger tips could touch reality.
Everything in my surrounding briefly slowing down.
I am here.
Keep in touch with where you wish to be & you shall achieve.
Not so much to write, anyone can do that. But to be so vulnerable. Allowing your readers to indulge on your personal and creative thoughts.
Sometimes writing at such a deep level encourages this feeling of embarrassment or feeling anxious, unsure of the reactions of those intaking each and every word.
The rain wallows around me. Eye lids heavy, releasing the negativity of today, ready to pursue a better tomorrow.
It gets heavier. Drowning out the passing thoughts that are nothing but just that.
Today I learnt that I can’t have everything I want. Sometimes I give too much of myself too soon and sometimes that’s okay - as for today, I decided to turn that part of me off.
No one deserves to understand or know me until they prove themselves worthy.
Why waste my time trying to be there for people who don’t need not want it?
Bloggers,
Accept that we may feel lonely but remember that we are never truely alone.
To all the sad souls, or the empty ones.. just smile. I feel free of restraint for now and there is nothing that consumes my insides more with desire.
Like I’m sticking my head out of a car driving hundreds of kilometres per hour, hair entangled in the smashing winds. Soaring, like my finger tips could touch reality.
Everything in my surrounding briefly slowing down.
I am here.
Keep in touch with where you wish to be & you shall achieve.
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