Monday, 9 November 2015

The true affects Methamphetamine had on my family first hand

OK
I can't comprehend how I'm feeing right now.
My story I entered into ABC's Heywire competition is now potentially removing my name off of my story.
I titled my story "The affects Methamphetamine had on my family first hand" and now the angle they're aiming for is, "My relationship with my mother".
Oh, Did I forget to mention.. Removing every single mention of drugs!!
I'm utterly repulsed at this.
This is a story I am proud to shed truth and light to.
The legal system is distraught. On top of this, my mother is a straight out liar.
Denying any words being said about money and drugs to my carer.
This woman has gone much too far.

How can one write a post about the lost memories of their beautiful mother to be consumed by the misery of who she is today?

Not only am I angry and furious but the only thing I had achieved in a long while is being twisted and churned to the point that it's hardly my writing.

I didn't write about my relationship with my mother because if she hadn't of become the person she is today due to DRUGS, we would have a good relationship.

Why did I even enter this competition expecting something positive out of it. Yet again this person has ruined this for me.

So I had thought this competition was one to help people express their problems and to invite people to connect with that. Obviously I was wrong. If I wanted to be a ghost-writer (which I actually wouldn't mind doing - just not with my story!) then I would have written it for someone else!

This is ridiculous.

How can you call a woman your mother if she puts you through hell?
All I ever see is people mending things with their families and hearing "family forgive each other"
That's bull! I forgave her. More than once! Every time she threw it in my face and now look at where I am. Waiting for the legal system to co-work with my mother on a story that she hates about herself.
Some people need a good look in the mirror.
Who takes something away like that, especially when they know it means the world to some of us..

The affects Methamphetamine had on my family first hand is, I lost my mother. I lost the woman that I no longer want to know, a woman I no longer recognise as my own.

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