Splattered emotions

In a sea of negatives, I must find myself something beautiful. 

So, unfortunately I was unsuccessful in Bonds student for a semester, though I can promise you, I am to succeed in this next year, ready for graduation. 

As much as I hate myself and her for saying this, my mother is making an effort to be there for me. I'm not too sure how to go about it

I saw my darling Heidi and she is doing just fine 

Not long until I'm going to Melbourne to see my favourite friend in the universe!

Followed by 5 day get-away to Canberra 

Tune in on triple J to hear my story live nation wide. 

Stoked for this.

Truly blessed in the most unexpected of times.

Unfortunately, me being me, I have trouble staying positive for so long.

I can't seem to get anything right.

I say the wrong things, I miss the wrong people, I expect when I shouldn't, I don't have common sense and I truly am a dysfunctional McDonald's worker - this is sad- 

Yes, I said it.

McDonald's employee dysfunction 

I must say some nights I find it hard to tune in to the beeping of fries being completed in the deep fryer when every face I turn to looks like Sam Harrison. 

Or when I'm faced with the feeling of people being against me at home and going to work having to act like a 15 year old, school girl with no mummy issues and perfect home life.

(especially when I'm 17!!!!!!!!)

News flash,

I don't have a home.

I live with my best friend and her family, who most of the time side with the woman who dropped me off there.

My dad lives in Ipswich and my sister just got out of a safe home

Oh and my other sister disowned me and my brother lives in palm Beach 

My last job consisted of a bunch of rude Indian's who slave laboured me and my mums ex boyfriend recorded me naked and went on the run

Hahahah

Quite unrealistic it all seems

I'm happy for now 

Dealing it with myself, by myself 

Blogging being the only thousands of people I can share it too

This post didn't have a point like the others, just that everything ; emotion,  event,.etc just happens.  Shit, just, happens

It's your choice what you do with the bad news you receive

I don't purposely let my life haunt me, I psychologically do that.

I chose to get a job, to write about this and win a competition, I created this blog.

I strived and I'm achieving 

This is the affected me, and I'm working on it