I was stupid enough to let someone in.
Stupid enough to think I could understand someone other than my myself.
Just like life, I made failed attempts to make two sad people not feel so lonely.
Little did I know, one of us weren't as lonely as they had implied.
Oh Samara.
People are people.
They are the reflection of the devil himself.
Here I am now, dwelling.
Dwelling on my sanity - well, the little sanity that I have
Sometimes when it feels so dark and cold we find it easiest to deal if we latch onto something.
It makes us feel like we are surrounded by something fulfilling. Something worth living for. Whether it's a friend, a lover, or someone to reassure that their life is worth more than anything.
Yet we fail to tell ourselves those same words.
It's so difficult to listen to yourself when everyone and everything becomes an army. An army of obstacles that I can't face alone
I am to reassure myself that I have come this far on my own and I must not let people who don't care, hurt me Anymore.
Yes this hurts to have to be so strong but I know it will make a better person in the end.
A better me is all I can push for in a sinful world of people who are selfish, abandoning, using, manipulative and harmful
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