Verdict

I can feel it.

Like Benjamin Button, my life is moving on, my body in reverse.

I am suffocating in my sleep and now I understand why.

 This morning I woke up with a boiling stomach and a deep, depressive urge to cry as though to be morning someone close to me.

Court. Sentencing day. Tomorrow.

24 hours away.

What if he escapes? Sam Harrison burdened me.

My friend said to me the other day how during the early months of the investigation I was on the brink of no soul. One word would throw me over the edge.

I lost everything. My family, my home, my animals, my dignity.

He raped my security,

Only recorded my skin.

And every day since,

My life fears of him.

I am not sure how I will respond in this chain of events but I will be sure to let you all know. Life seems hard but I know that once the verdict is done and dusted I can return to improving on myself.

Finally recreate relationships and find closure with my family and Sam himself.

Maybe once I see him I will find a way to understand but who knows - I'm probably being stupid now