What do I see when I stare back at the reflection in my golden, brown eyes?
I see a look on my face and those around me with glaring smiles. One I can see that reflects the feelings that I carry within.
I see beautiful home cooked meals, ones I had always eaten. I see how blessed I am with the person I look up to. The person I clench so tight because I never know when it will be the last.
I see waves, scenic and elegant like the ones you capture in photographs.
and one day I do see a child. The one I can make proud, the one I can be sure to nurture and to protect like no one had ever done for me.
A home, a love that has no terms and conditions. Just unconditional appreciation for this being. Similar to what I seek in my waking life.
The sun fades down to the dusk and I can feel the changes take place.
From one home to another. Like a snail finding a new place to shelter. To belong. To begin all over again.
Being left in this cage purposely by everyone I used to surround myself with I am learning all the things I wish to see in my life. All the people I wish I had and all those I am glad to be ridded of.
Times change like tides. Where ever the moon may be, depends on how far or close the water meres.
I see closure upon the mountain tops in the few moments that I see them.
Though I know time is non existant and those who stand over me in another dimension are aware of where I am, what I am doing and what I could be doing. Their actions in the silence and invisibility cloak that unfortunately parts us but I know still exists.
We will in fact, be together again. Whether it be tomorrow or in twenty years time. I will feel their touch again and see the effects they have made.
I see a look on my face and those around me with glaring smiles. One I can see that reflects the feelings that I carry within.
I see beautiful home cooked meals, ones I had always eaten. I see how blessed I am with the person I look up to. The person I clench so tight because I never know when it will be the last.
I see waves, scenic and elegant like the ones you capture in photographs.
and one day I do see a child. The one I can make proud, the one I can be sure to nurture and to protect like no one had ever done for me.
A home, a love that has no terms and conditions. Just unconditional appreciation for this being. Similar to what I seek in my waking life.
The sun fades down to the dusk and I can feel the changes take place.
From one home to another. Like a snail finding a new place to shelter. To belong. To begin all over again.
Being left in this cage purposely by everyone I used to surround myself with I am learning all the things I wish to see in my life. All the people I wish I had and all those I am glad to be ridded of.
Times change like tides. Where ever the moon may be, depends on how far or close the water meres.
I see closure upon the mountain tops in the few moments that I see them.
Though I know time is non existant and those who stand over me in another dimension are aware of where I am, what I am doing and what I could be doing. Their actions in the silence and invisibility cloak that unfortunately parts us but I know still exists.
We will in fact, be together again. Whether it be tomorrow or in twenty years time. I will feel their touch again and see the effects they have made.
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