Moving.
There's something about moving constantly that overwhelms you subconsciously. Until settled into yet another room, this feeling of lostness and confusion hovers.
It's one of the few days this year that I feel the need to blog about something not so settling.
Stability.
There is no doubt in my mind that I haven't grown tremendously. Like a rose I have blossomed into something wonderful. All the lessons learnt, all the rough patches in my life have lead me onto a track much greater than I had imagined.
My potential, yet again rising to the surface.
Something I thought I had lost, re-found and buried once again. Just to rise from my ashes like a phoenix.
Ahh yearning for a morning I wake up again to my own pillows and clean bed sheets. Gucci resting peacefully by my side.
University and money have finally become so clear to me.
I know exactly what I want in life and who I want to be.
Wow, I suppose even though today feels like a weight on my shoulders, I can say I am very pleased to be where I am.
Is something wrong with me?
I can't believe how positive everything is turning out.
This is something I need to plaster, staple and tattoo into the back of my eye lids to ensure truley nothing will get the better of me.
Now it's time to focus on my health. 10kg's gained in the span on 3 months or so and I couldn't be more proud of how far I have come.
Thank the Lord for all that has happened. Though I cannot disregard all my hard work!
Bloggers, although I am a few days out of being reunited with my own privacy and vehicle, I believe bigger and better things are happening.
I feel like an Olympic gold medalist finally crossing the finish line.
If I've finally started sorting things out, you sure can.
Anything is possible!
Goodnight, until next time....
There's something about moving constantly that overwhelms you subconsciously. Until settled into yet another room, this feeling of lostness and confusion hovers.
It's one of the few days this year that I feel the need to blog about something not so settling.
Stability.
There is no doubt in my mind that I haven't grown tremendously. Like a rose I have blossomed into something wonderful. All the lessons learnt, all the rough patches in my life have lead me onto a track much greater than I had imagined.
My potential, yet again rising to the surface.
Something I thought I had lost, re-found and buried once again. Just to rise from my ashes like a phoenix.
Ahh yearning for a morning I wake up again to my own pillows and clean bed sheets. Gucci resting peacefully by my side.
University and money have finally become so clear to me.
I know exactly what I want in life and who I want to be.
Wow, I suppose even though today feels like a weight on my shoulders, I can say I am very pleased to be where I am.
Is something wrong with me?
I can't believe how positive everything is turning out.
This is something I need to plaster, staple and tattoo into the back of my eye lids to ensure truley nothing will get the better of me.
Now it's time to focus on my health. 10kg's gained in the span on 3 months or so and I couldn't be more proud of how far I have come.
Thank the Lord for all that has happened. Though I cannot disregard all my hard work!
Bloggers, although I am a few days out of being reunited with my own privacy and vehicle, I believe bigger and better things are happening.
I feel like an Olympic gold medalist finally crossing the finish line.
If I've finally started sorting things out, you sure can.
Anything is possible!
Goodnight, until next time....
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