My eyes are sore and swollen again.
Body limp from immobility.
Why do you do this to me?
Waking up in sweats and tears. Felt like the same 10 minutes on repeat for hours, in different setting.
Me making time, literally crying to my love, to be left straight after. Over and over, and over again.
Me trying to stay calm but my message won't send through.
Suffocating on everything I wanted to say but couldn't.
Being ignored by someone you wish to contact.
Something my mother and I struggle with more than anything in this world.
It's like this huge, concrete barrier stopping me in my steps.
Two demonic figures telling me to "turn around".
My communications and my thoughts are not wanted nor valued by them.
& I have to deal with that every day...
Bloggers, I feel invisible and utterly, miserably, sad.
The letters coming blurry as I type. Just another exhausted body part.
When will this all be over.
Body limp from immobility.
Why do you do this to me?
Waking up in sweats and tears. Felt like the same 10 minutes on repeat for hours, in different setting.
Me making time, literally crying to my love, to be left straight after. Over and over, and over again.
Me trying to stay calm but my message won't send through.
Suffocating on everything I wanted to say but couldn't.
Being ignored by someone you wish to contact.
Something my mother and I struggle with more than anything in this world.
It's like this huge, concrete barrier stopping me in my steps.
Two demonic figures telling me to "turn around".
My communications and my thoughts are not wanted nor valued by them.
& I have to deal with that every day...
Bloggers, I feel invisible and utterly, miserably, sad.
The letters coming blurry as I type. Just another exhausted body part.
When will this all be over.
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