Moving forward

I've made a mistake, you see.
This blog was supposed to consist of moving forward with my life and I seem to have hit a rock.

I'm stuck.

I'm battling myself with reasons as to why I should move forward but it's simple really - freedom

I need to stop posting about meth because I'm passed that stage in my life.

I've removed my mother and her boyfriend from my life, I won an award on a story about them, and I felt every emotion I can

I went to school almost zombified for the first 2 months and ever since cried, raged, seeked revenge and even achieved a job.

So far, I'm doing better off than mum.

Latest update :
I've learnt my lesson in this chapter of my life. Trust doesn't come naturally even if you're blood related.  The closest people to you will be the users, liars, manipulators and people truly are defined by the way they face difficulties

I'm passed my old life and the old me
This blog is Discovery A go. I need to keep learning new lessons and move ahead, away from my family.

In the process of applying for Bond's student for a semester program and passing time until I travel to Canberra for ABC's youth centre.

I did it on my own.
Another success without the help of those who destroyed my life. Or even those who helped keep me going, for that matter.

Head up, Samara.

You're doing just fine.

Time to continue the story of me, bye bye drugs,  abandonment and abuse. Time to look ahead