Victims of Relationships

The lights glimmer across the sky line and the sound of every single drunk soul traveling across the clubs thumps through the windows.

It's so beautiful here.

Lately I am truly struggling to understand some people.

Hanging around with so many unique and uncommon people, I have come to the realisation that society is well and overly ruined.

My girlfriends dating guys after guys who treat them like animals. Like dogs.

Restricting where they go, who they see. It's as if there is an invisible leash attached to them.

But that's not the scariest part.

Their boyfriends are allowed out while my friends have to stay home..

I can't bare to think someone is being treated inhumanely. Leaving the house would potentially be the worst thing you could possible do. If not physically being abused, it's fallen to verbal.

Of course, "they're skanks and they're cheating"..

After hours of constant bickering, it always results in termination of the relationship. Just to be mended again less than 24 hours later.

Is that the kind of love our generation is building a foundation on?

Fear, abuse and misconception.

Misconception of how to love someone and how to be loved.

I could never put myself in a situation where I have no control over my own actions. Not even with alcohol - anymore.

Some people are so cruel and misguided. Raised by women and men who have been abused by themselves, by men and women, drugs and alcohol.

The burning rise is here.

So many girls who have fallen under the darkness of not loving themselves.

Can I speak for them? Being a victim of lack of self worth myself?

No matter how hard I try to be cruel, nasty, sweet and innocent my hardships from last year effect me.

How silly right?

Crack head mother (who I know is reading this) and her pervert ex boyfriend ruining my social life now?

Sounds completely irrelevant and far from correct. But, no.

I am incapable of expressing myself in the way you should when you're socialising.

I can't even explain what is was that I went to Canberra for.

Bloggers, I am finding it very difficult to even write down what exactly it is that is bothering me.

Goodnight for now, I shall return tomorrow. Hopefully speaking in English.

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