The Future is Now Possible

I visited BOND University today.

I had been so afraid and let down by my surrounding peers and their opinions.
Instead of falling under the deep, depressive feeling of failure, I decided to make the first step.

Next year I will be entering the Bachelor in Creative Arts at Bond. If I struggling with grades, there is an alternative pathway where for a semester I study and recieve my Diploma in Communications which stems out (2 years later) to my Bachelor in Creative Arts, leaving University with two major accomplishments.

Both degrees give me the opportunity for a career pathway in novelist, journalism and screenwriting. The three degrees I have been striving for, for months. Turns out, University is more flexible than Lauren Mitchell (First Australian Gold Medalist for Gymnastics).

Anyway, I still have no one else on board with me. It feels as though my father wants nothing more than for me to NOT attend this school next year. I am deeply confused but no opinion will deter me from being a Bondite.

Finally, I am already transitioning to my true self. I spent so much time pushing limits which genuinely resulted in me ruining things for me.

No sugar coated, acidic tripping pill could provide me with happiness. It's all an illusion. A bubble that consumes you. A maze to escape in the darkness.

My father, my brother, friends and myself have all negatively agreed that I will never amount of anything. I have successfully placed myself in a position where I have my future in the palm of my hands.

Writing - the most inspiring thing in my life, is now what I can spend the rest of my life doing.

Expressing my fears, my sadness, my experiences and love.

Making money, changing lives with my finger tips. My imagination and my words.

WORLD
PREPARE FOR THIS

Bloggers;
Lately I have been way too scattered to even write my blogs. I am enetering a writing competition and have 4 days to hand in my entries.

Though it seems that I am too tired and consumed by thoughts that I am experiencing writers block. I do hope my muse, my inspiration appears soon because I am utterly lost in confusion.

Until my mind becomes un cluttered, I will be busy.

Goodight viewers