What do I want?
I want to be seen.
I want people to understand that what you see is not what you get. There are always 3 sides to every story. Yours, theres and the truth.
I want someone to see the beauty that whales and wanders on behind the mystery of myself.
You can't judge something that you've never touched the finger tips of.
I want there to be no blame and full ownership and responsibility for the hurt, and for the love they have made.
I want the feeling of guilt and people abusing their power and play the role of a guilty person to make one another feel bad, to go away.
If I trust you, if I love you - don't take that for granted. Do not make me feel as if my problems are anything less than what they are.
I want to write - music, creative free-lance, advertising materials..
Empowering and nourishing my soul, even cleansing it, of anything that needs to escape my mind and body. Then to share it with those around me.
and of course;
I want to be loved.
Valued and constantly reminded of my strength and attributes to the world and within myself.
In the nineteen years I've been alive I have never seen a good example of a healthy relationship fulfilled with love and trust. and quite frankly, everyone I chose to love did something so tragic to me and my heart. Each time taking a slice of trust and security as they walk away.
We don't always get what we want in life, but i'll continue to find ways to achieve all of those.
I want to be seen.
I want people to understand that what you see is not what you get. There are always 3 sides to every story. Yours, theres and the truth.
I want someone to see the beauty that whales and wanders on behind the mystery of myself.
You can't judge something that you've never touched the finger tips of.
I want there to be no blame and full ownership and responsibility for the hurt, and for the love they have made.
I want the feeling of guilt and people abusing their power and play the role of a guilty person to make one another feel bad, to go away.
If I trust you, if I love you - don't take that for granted. Do not make me feel as if my problems are anything less than what they are.
I want to write - music, creative free-lance, advertising materials..
Empowering and nourishing my soul, even cleansing it, of anything that needs to escape my mind and body. Then to share it with those around me.
and of course;
I want to be loved.
Valued and constantly reminded of my strength and attributes to the world and within myself.
In the nineteen years I've been alive I have never seen a good example of a healthy relationship fulfilled with love and trust. and quite frankly, everyone I chose to love did something so tragic to me and my heart. Each time taking a slice of trust and security as they walk away.
We don't always get what we want in life, but i'll continue to find ways to achieve all of those.
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